thrillingfantasy

Flash, short, poetic, epic and experimental writing

Unfinished 1)

It is a dark room

A scalded heart

Charred trails

Toward nothing

But the hollow voice

Of failure,

Regret,

Surrender

Of an empty promise

To create change

The successes

Of strangers

Masterpieces penned

Colors lighting a hall

Artisans who strive

Who never quit

On their vision

Their truths

Kept awake

Inspired to be

The best among

The greatest minds

The deepest hearts

The wisest souls

To fight,

Honor,

Defend,

Respect

Our dreams

Our beliefs

Our vision

Never let a goal

Go unfinished

For are we not all

Works in progress?

Creating our own

To understand

 

 

 

Crave

Feeling nothing

Seeking

Pain

Warmth

Chill

Envy

Craving any

Emotion

Feel something

To get out

Of this blank

Mind

Craving any

Rush

Of fear

Adrenaline

Obsession

Crave

A feeling

I Thought

I thought I would be married

I thought I’d have the one

I thought I’d be on the road

Traveling with my love

I thought I would be wealthy

I thought I’d have a ranch

I thought I’d be cuddling

My man on the beach

I thought I would have courage

I thought I’d be a rockstar

I thought I’d be published

A million books and one

I thought and thought

And thought and thought

About all I could have been

About what I wanted

About the very end

The door closed on me

On all my hopes and dreams

The road vanished before me

A path no longer lit

I never thought I’d be here

Of all days and hour

With everything I clawed for

Completely disappeared

I never thought I’d feel hope

For better things to come

I never thought I’d fall again

For another love

If it is meant to be

And all the stars align

Then this door is open

For me to make it mine

 

 

Something About You

For David

It’s the way you talk to me

The way you walk to me

The way you look at me

Something about that face

About those eyes

Something about you

Keeps me spinning

It’s the way you laugh with me

The way you hug

The way you hold onto me

Something about that face

About those eyes

Something about you

Keeps me falling

It’s the way we sit close

The way we view the world

The way you accept me as I am

Something about that face

About those eyes

Something about you

Makes me believe

In hope

For brighter things

Something about you

Makes me want to take on

The world

Face our fears together

Prove the monsters wrong

Something about you

Gives me a push

To be strong

Fight In Me

I

Feel lost

Spinning

Into

Forces

Of anxiety

Conflict

Emotional

Battles

Why

Stand against

When you

Can run?

Why

Fight against

When you

Can surrender?

Life

Is about

Momentum

Life

Is about

Surviving

Life

Is about

Striving

Life

Is about

Fighting

For

Every

Goal

Against

Every

Force

Life

Is

A

Fight

To

Stay

Standing

In the

Storms

In the

Wake

Of the end

We can choose

To give

Up

But

Rather

We keep

Going

Keep striving

Keep achieving

Keep forward

To

Believe

We can

Do

Anything

Goodbye (A Very Personal Poem)

Final moment

With the one

I wanted to know

More of

Who I loved

Yet you

Didn’t Love

Me

One last chapter

To close

A book

Goodbye

To a special

Friend

To a unique

Soul

With the build

Of a gladiator

And a

Poet’s heart

You taught me

Boldness

And courage

And blatant

Honesty

I fear less

Because of you

I hope more

Because of you

You may never

Know how

You touched my

Life

And my mind

If I have to

Let you go

Then I shall

Say goodbye

My special

Friend

I hope you

Find what

You Are Looking For

I wonder

What we could

Have been

Together

But it is

What it is

This ends

This closes

Goodbye

Makin’ Me Feel Like A New Country Song

Thru that door you walk

Eyes focused on me

Draining me of logic

Melting my heart

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

Every time you smile

Every time we laugh

Riding in your

Pretty car

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

On back roads with the radio

Blaring and bass

Rumbling

You got me goin butterflies

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

Dancing next to you

Your eyes

Asking permission

For my hand in yours

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

Romance growing

Sun shinin’ high

Anxious to be close

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

Boy you got me

Dancin’ to all types

Of beats

And singin’ along

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

You know the way you look

Into my eyes

The way your smile

Makes me crave

Makin Me Feel Like

A New Country Song

Today