I Thought
I thought I would be married
I thought I’d have the one
I thought I’d be on the road
Traveling with my love
I thought I would be wealthy
I thought I’d have a ranch
I thought I’d be cuddling
My man on the beach
I thought I would have courage
I thought I’d be a rockstar
I thought I’d be published
A million books and one
I thought and thought
And thought and thought
About all I could have been
About what I wanted
About the very end
The door closed on me
On all my hopes and dreams
The road vanished before me
A path no longer lit
I never thought I’d be here
Of all days and hour
With everything I clawed for
Completely disappeared
I never thought I’d feel hope
For better things to come
I never thought I’d fall again
For another love
If it is meant to be
And all the stars align
Then this door is open
For me to make it mine